Tomorrow's girl is the same as today's

Tomorrow my child will be the same as she is today, and the same as she was yesterday.  I don't mean that she won't grow & change.  I just mean that whatever label she is given is just a label.  She's the same wonderful Ava that I adore.  No matter what.


Right now, I'm worried more that we won't get a label.  That it will still be "not otherwise specified."  I just recently learned that phrase.


We will meet with the neurodevelopmental doctor in a few hours.  Its 1am, and I can't sleep.  Even though I should.